i dont think i have really talked about them before, but they are seriously a cool lot.

except maybe one from taiwan, from her pictures she doesnt look like she has an ounce of personality, her only quirk being the fact that she is a jolin tsai wannabe

i bet english-named herself thinking it was cool. she totally doesnt live to her name. (yes,literally.)

out of all the models, hotties, intellectuals (dont get me wrong, they all have distinct characters), one of them seriously stands out. and i am in love with her. this is really quite rare of me.

she is basically me, same sense of humour and stuff. but shes WAY more creative, cooler, quirkier etc. my years of watching comedies (which i dont think she had) cant even help me dispense so many of the original one liners and statements she sings out with ease. and yes like all original people, she hates poseurs.

shes not pretty but it doesnt matter at all. everyone loves her.

huh havent had an entry about my name for quite a long time. this reminds me, i was propelled back into 1997 these few months when people started pronouncing my name relentlessly with a chinese accent- YAN (fourth stroke) DE(second stroke).

it really annoys me. yeah you are thinking: cheena freaks la of course they will call you that way

actually nooo these are the majorly anglo-saxon barker kids who are out to use their superior engleesh way of life to rule the neighbourhood kids who willingly joined co whereas they were forced to join because their L1R5 scores simply werent good enough.

hah. better watch out for the normans!

hm. i cant seem to think of a specific dude who is like that. but i would definitely hate him. but not as much as i would hate his followers. oh well. my point is that my awesomeness(hah!) wont pervade the j1 batch because they are all out to be the coolest themselves,(and also because my face and hair worsens as the days go by), giving normal english names a chinese twang, thus making them a level above the rest

worse still, being typical jc students, we are all brainwashed to become one of them. thank goodness for strong characters.

im now using ASIAENCE (sp?) shampoo. haha it still makes me laugh. asian essense. endorsed by ziyi zang. hopefully it will get rid of my newly greasy hair's shine. i want my dry fritzy hair back=/

i now hate the word 'cool'. remind me not to use it often.

Went back to my coffin @ 9:08 p.m.





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