but the twist in this is that im feeling weirdly sociable. i feel like meeting with old friends and making thousands of new ones and having a laugh with them.

also usually i feel this way when im unhappy or sick of life or something, i just want to uproot and move to hawaii. but man since late feb i have been nothing but happy. probably the happiest times i've had these couple of years. and it lasting for so long! and its not about the environment, its just like inner happiness. things happen but they dont get me down.

aha im abit scared though, i learnt in secthree about the emotion wave. im gonna fall. quite badly soon. haha hope the depression wont kill me.

you know someone should patent the euphoria diet. i somehow lose weight when im happy. not very sure why. i lost like close to 3kg 3 days into my happy days. exactly like during orientation last year (which coincidentally, is during this time last year!) where i lost like 4 kg within those 3 days. (which i of course gained back with much more once i settled into ac.. aha)

i think its cos the happiness of last year is seeping into this part of the year via some gap in the time space happy continium. (yesterday last year is special cos i got posted back to ac.) man my co friends dont believe me.

but then again, it cant be true cos the europhia felt on vday last year (according to my shortlived offline diary) was translated into an unpleasant feeling for this years 14th

what a whole lot of rubbish im writing! havent done this for so long. oh yeah this is another factor of my happiness. i just want to talk alot of nonsensical things, transforming them into theories and forcing people to listen. man come to think of it i have been doing that alot these days. to everyone who did listen- thank you

huh what is my point. uhh oh yeah my schedule! anyway today i TOOK CARE OF MENTAL PATIENTS FOR CIP. haha they are too cute. must remember to get the pics from hew. oh and note to self: i have to go back to botanic gardens to explore! i already explored chinatown with serene on fri and even some of their historical sites! man i love spontaneous friends.

oh yes that reminds me, i got a S for chinese and U for oral. i never kid about my estimated mark or exaggerate my lack of ability. so * off!

=). oh yes i think im not as happy now cos i seem to be gaining weight again. aha hooray anyway.

Went back to my coffin @ 8:47 p.m.





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