just pictures and random shouting with happy faces

my restlessness has come back. i had to deal with it alone before the june hols in the jae period

now i have to deal it alone after the june hols in the jae period

and now it would be no pictures but random sentences without happy faces

do people always explicitly shout out all their problems, like in their msn nicks

you guys want the attention? ppl to come talk to you to find out more and comfort you?

why do you go online and have the words dont talk to me as your nick

i have problems comforting people. people think i dont care. since i dont hug them.

sometimes i dont care, but people think i do. they thank me for it

i do care if people realise im missing or not.

my tired and depressed look is actually the same. i would lie about which one it was at each time

no actually it was different at first. but jl's version of my depressed look is really her tired face

i learn. so people will never know.

i have sat on this chair for many hours. halfway i went to watch love actually

it made me feel happy. now i just have pins and needles, a necessary evolutionary trait developed to let you know that a bit of you is not getting its much needed supply of blood. so its move or that leg sleeps forever

there should be little warning bell in our heads instead. why do sore things have to hurt? ok whatever i said was just plain rubbish

wish i could easily become amused with people like joyce around

i need to go

Went back to my coffin @ 11:41 p.m.





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