never feels enough eh. this year is the worst. hahhaha. anyway i totally missed out on the sale!=/ man and this is the year i start wanting to shop. aha i only bought a pair of shades. and it wasnt even on discount. oof.

wasted one week lazing at home without games, one week wasted on practising for concert, one week wasted writing a study plan, one week wasted playing theme hospital (IM ON FREAKING LEVEL 7 NOW)

great now i just realised i know nothing of chemical bonding. the others are ok though. hope they dont make me draw or name shapes. 0% knowledge of that subtopic. oh well can read up later

haha wasnt looking forward to going back (in general, not the exams). like sitting there for assembly everyday, passing on the attendance book from lancelot to dewei( OMG today i watched an ep of the office UK, GARETH TOTALLY REMINDS ME OF DEWEI. ahahha ok sorry thats abit of an insult.)

staring at class reps and teachers demanding homework. waiting for the lifts, meeting the same annoying people at the corridors every hour, everyone breaking the rules, making them feel so superior and happy for an hour, people mocking each other brainlessly

crude jokes, lack of creativity, vulgarness not used in humourous ways, lack of fun, lack of good looking people (aha kdding). repetition.

just being bored and annoyed till someone does something entertaining. then after 15 minutes of joy its back to crap

aha but im being unreasonable and annoying now eh. its like i expect people to come over to entertain me. if not, i kill them with my mind.

realised the jae period is just a total stoning session, with a constant feeling of being out of place wherever i go. esp at ccas.

wish the j2s could just LEAVE. so somehow i can start anew

not that i had high expectations of ac. just thought it would be the same as mg. maybe from the rumours, a little more fun!

mm somehow ac makes mgs seem like a heaven

Went back to my coffin @ 12:06 a.m.





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